I’m trying to be grateful for what I do have, and believe me I’m very blessed. I don’t wanna take anything for granted. But I’m still sad and heartbroken. I just can’t seem to get passed any of the heartbreak. I don’t want to deal with depression and anxiety on a daily basis. It’s absolutely exhausting trying to keep everything together all the time.
I have to constantly be doing something because every time I sit down, it all hits me. It hits me over and over again. So, I take antidepressants to help with the sadness but no pill is going to erase the painful memories. There’s no escape.